Yes, we all know it sucks. Face the facts, you’re going to be depressed more than once and you will learn your lesson more than once. You’re going to want to kill your self at one time or another. We all have. And this is what people who want to commit suicide think: if I kill myself now I won’t have to be in this disgusting world I hate and I can be free. I know, you’ve read and heard the same suicide stories and speeches over and over to the point that they’re so overheard that you’ve become used to them, just like you think what I’m about to tell you is. But this is different. So before you pick up the gun or the bottle of pills think about this… because I doubt that you have yet; there is so much in this world that you haven’t done. Kiss in the rain. Go scuba diving. Travel to Paris. How could you want to die without completing your bucket list? How could you die without doing the simplest things like getting drunk or watching a sunset? Getting married or going to L.A? Sending a message in a bottle or renting a beach house? What people who are suicidal don’t see is that there are 1 billion things that you haven’t done before and you will never get to do if you’re dead. Yes straight up dead. Buried under a pile of dirt when at that very moment you could’ve been completing the very last thing on your list. Your life is a gift. This is why you call today the present. You’re so lucky you’re healthy, have shelter, have a guardian, friends and most of all… the capability to be happy. Just look beyond all of the reasons you think you should die and realize that the reasons that you should live outweigh them by hundreds. See when you die you will never be able to share your stories or experiences just like this one. All I am saying is before you kill yourself think about all you haven’t done yet and at least 10 reasons why you were put on this earth. Because trust me you have a purpose of being here and at least 1000 things left to do. You’ll die when you’re meant to so before that, do everything you’ve always wanted to do. If you kill yourself today you’ll never know what could’ve happened tomorrow.
but keep this on the down low, it’s a secret.
guys we can’t tell ANYONE. our little secret
All lips sealed, okay?
you’re all under oath, do not expose this information
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